written by: Nydia

Ahhh Love… I live for the thing that hurts me the most.
You come in and out of my life but leave behind your ghosts, that forever haunt me.
I acknowledge the pain you cause me, but still I take it willingly.
You tease me with a full glass of bliss but only let me have a sip.
Give me just little peak of the happiness i could have…
What I thought I had…but I watched it slip through my fingers like sand.
The sand of my hour glass…I watch time pass.
And I’m left here perplexed still trying my best to comprehend
These cards life has dealt me.
I know the choices I’ve made in the past weren’t healthy.
And as a result, this heart of mine grew cold and heavy.
And right when I think I’m done with this sick game you play using hearts for toys
Just when I’ve built my walls and doors mighty high and strong like Troy
And I convince myself like the Raven you are just a mirage and nothing more
You return with a new face filled with sweet promises and hope.
Deep Inside knowing damn well it’s a planned out trap like the Trojan horse.
Once I open my doors and let you in…You leave me in ruins.
Can’t say I didn’t see this coming.
What can I say my Love?
I can’t spend the rest of my life from you running.

Question: Why are we mortals such Masochist’s?